Repeating Countless Errors.

yo fellas.

long time no see.it's been quite a while since my last update eh.

so how do you do?hahahaha

i,myself,feel a little bit awkward now, and i can't stop this sinking feeling since couple of hours ago.

and it's awfully frustating me.
gotta stop thinking about those things :hhh:

honestly, the last 2 days was a lot of fun.
i've finally met tochii in real, which is kinda shocking actually, cause she is really different than her image in forums, or even in my head.hahahaha

even that it is such a pain to drive her back home (because her house is so far far away.hha)
but it has been quite fun to get along with her in this 2 days.hha. :3





honestly, while i do,laughing,smiling and pretend to be having fun, this annoying feeling is still lurking inside my head, and has started to make my tummy feels really weird.
i definitely have to stop this, but unfortunately, i cannot.

now i am sitting here, on a game center, in front of a pc,
with a cup of coffee, headset in my ear, those sinking feeling, pretending to be fine.

while it is definitely not.welcome hell.