sudden clarity

Menyesal?


Boleh dibilang nggak sih.
Tapi ya.. kalo bilang saya ga sedih sih bohong... Tapi bener, saya ga nyesel. :)

Tapi ada sedikit rasa takut.

Saya takut mengecewakan.


Yah mungkin jalannya emang gini, diliat aja ntar deh jadinya gimana.

Yang pasti saya bakal terus menunggu. :)


Saya ga nyesel...

Tapi kenapa ini masih berasa hambar.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAALP~!!!

If you have just read the title, read it again louder with me. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALP.

"WTF dude? why do you scream for help"

to answer that question....

"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW"

things getting pretty real....and pretty strange lately, i'm starting to question myself.

"what to do now?" "should i go for what i need?, or should i go for what i want?"

then again....

"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW"

and i'm starting to question my own logic.. holy fuck dude, your logic is flawed. HAHA


On the other notes, looks like i'm going to start writing here... again.
I need some place to blabber without hesitation HAHAHA.

Look forward for my other post, gonna try to post it on a daily... or at least weekly basis.

I'm gonna write everything.. ranging from game review... to shameless self-blabbering. HAHAHA




-"honestly, i don't even understand my feelings toward you, i can't decide what i should or shouldn't do. So yeah.. I'm Stupid.."

but stupid is not a big idea right?